Chai: I'm always stuck with plan A and plan B. And i mean JUST with plan A and plan B. My life sucks I know. It's like there aren't other letters in the alphabet.
Ker: Tanong ko lang... bakit A and B lang? Bakit nga ba walang ibang letra sa buhay mo? ;)
Chai: Because those are the only ones that matter. That's what I want to happen. Nothing else.
Ker: Let me tell you something about things that matter even though I dont have the authority. :)) If you're gonna ask me what really matters, I have no clue. Ask me why I'm in law. 1) Because of my ancestry. 2) I need a high paying profession. 3) Admit it or not, I covet the title. But ask me if this is really what I want with my life... I can never answer you, or anyone for that matter, with certainty. Ask me what I want to do right now... I wanna cook. I wanna take pictures. I wanna edit. I wanna be involved with art. But practicality weighs more than idealism right now because I have no means to pursue what I want. Neither do I have enough determination and courage to face the consequences of being a novice freelancer.
Chai: I know exactly what you mean. It's like choosing a career over just plain work; like lust over love; like...pizza dough instead of the whole thing.
(A conversation I had with @lilmissdiva almost exactly a year ago. How nostalgic. For some reason, I really like this part of the conversation--not because I said a lot of things here, but because it made me feel like I was watching a film. Pizza!)